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Sunday, March 18, 2007

20 days left.
work = physical torture = physically fit?
study = mental torture = mentally fit?
stress seh.. wtf?
still prefer physical torture bah.. for the time being
mental torture can really kill
just like physically handicap and mentally handicap
which one do you prefer?

feeling pissed off, i lost my d500. infos, contacts inside. FUCK!

yeah humans are really weird. they choose to believe what they want things to be
and not the truth. they want things to go their way, and so im always left with no choice but to do things their way to make them happy.
dont want to argue to spoil friendship, dont wish to get low grades for ITP.
whatever i do, why cant people understand? and even before i start to explain, wanted them to understand, i get scoldings like.. kao bei la. wtf?
story 1
uncle x: xiao di ah, lift this valve(33kg) and put on trolley.
CK: cannot already la very heavy.
uncle x: you dun lie la u so fit, always gei gei(fake).

den i'll hav to force myself to lift it up out from wooden case right up to my shoulder height to bring that dumb valve out.

uncle x: neh u can one mah, gei gei jus now.
walao gek till face red lor, stand in a vertical position and to lift it up to shoulder height
story 2
Y: why u treating her like that, damn bad
CK: (pause) people wont understand the things i do one la
Y: i tot guys always want to...... always will......

tot, tot summore la.. go ahead and believe wad u all wan to believe OK!
take it or leave it.
seldom will there be people who understands
and there's one whom i wan to explain things to, yet i cant explain to that person.
what an irony.
wonder why ppl always misunderstand the actions i did, things i said?
a sincere sorry can become a sarcastic sorry. a serious fuck you can become a joking fuck you.
they change it from good intentions to bad, usually
and start blaming me. i didnt do anything wrong jus that i dun wish to explain the things i do.
all these people are usually female, maybe i will hate females one day?

played with RP foosballers
CB BUEY GAN! so lousy.
no pass no shots no defence.
jio them anytime anywhere no problem!
still my best partner is my usual partner
where she disappear to all these while until ytd? i dont know.
or perhaps it should be where did i disappear to? just as to avoid seeing her.
am i wrong to have shoo-ed her away as my foosball partner just because i wanna avoid..

*see-kay* watched the stars @ *2:34 pm*