*stars*

Monday, March 26, 2007

15 days left; hopefully 14 cause of good friday.
will i get back to that darn place to work again?
maybe.. i can take my time to do whatever i want there.
there's no restriction to the amount of work i do, i can choose to do them quickly or slowly.
haha i dont know la.

i wonder if im just abit lucky these few days?
not really. got to team with darn RP player for foosball
lost of cause.
but what do i get in return.. hmmm
the counter girl asked if i want play pool with her.
her treat. of cause agree la but paiseh, so i pay half of the money.
and that girl told me every of the counter girl there knows me.
gossipping about me.. good or bad?
wth?

again, wonder if i've improved or im just lucky.
didnt lose any money in mahjong. for the first time i didnt lose anything eh.
went supper at cheese prata shop after mahjong.
wl treated drinks.
chiobus here and there la.. i tink i didnt really go see girls for a long time le bah..
no interest in any girls for the past 1 year ba.
hahaha.
after i got my pay ill have to treat another buddy of mine fish n co.
cus she treated me fish head curry n briyani.
nvm im willing to pay.

wad will u do if your loved one were to have a bf/gf?
and she/he doesnt bother about you as much as before.?
some might say it doesnt matter, but wait till it nightmares turn to reality, will it not matter you?
the other day both of you were still close, the next day your loved one is gone
even before u forget, u feel like u were left stranded at some isolated island feeling helpless.
u can only choose to pray that u will be able to live thru everything,
and hope that the particular person will be safe n sound in the hands of other.
people might say that why cant i stop thinking, why cant i get over with it rather den pondering over such matters every now and then, but can i choose not to?
do you tink i want to?
didnt sleep well for days, such matters haunt me every now and then..
theres nth more i can do
theres nth less i shud do

physically tired can never be compared to mentally tired.

*see-kay* watched the stars @ *12:45 am*