FRIDAY

looking forward to work, not only for today, but for every single day. The mood i used to have for studies vanished. As usual, slacked outside the back door till further command from senior engineer. The people there are friendly, they wont ask you to do sai kang yourself, instead they will do them together with you, like sweep the floor, open those empty cartons, carrying of heavy valves(min 2kg) but usually will carry those 8kg and above ones. moving them from places to places, rearranging them for other incoming stocks. oh ya, not jus one 8kg valves, but 100s of them. u sweat and get dried up, den sweat again.
thought i needed to work till 6pm as usual, to my surprise, heard from one of those workers that we'll be dismissed as soon as we finish arranging our goods. Dismissal was at 1245. went to find ZL. Slacked, sight-seeing, then went watching just follow law. hahahahaha~! not a bad show. laughing throughout the entire show. stupid muthu, hes the only guy who gave me the deepest impression. go watch it yeah!?

new year eve

occasional calls from pr i tink, woke me up a number of times. but went back to sleep till evening.
went relative house for TUAN YUAN FAN aka reunion dinner. SLURP.. my favourite sea cucumber with "fa cai" and duck, chicken curry, pig tummy soup, braised mushroom last but not least, all time fav - pig trotter and pig skin. yum yum sticky sticky.
went home to slack after that. tired, giddy and everything elses that made me wanna slp.
no, im not going to sleep, gotta shou sui ma... watch borat lor! damn dumb show. a show with a pinch of sexual humour and some disgusting scene. 2 guys #$(*&^%$#$^ lor.. no they didnt play backside la dun anyhow tink. they fight w/o clothes on thats all. borat watched baywatch and wanna marry pamela anderson.. kaos~ tahan till 6 plus before i cant take it, drop dead on bed.

new year day

dad woke me up at 10. my god la.. 10!! so early.
woke me up for the sake of waking me up. left house around 1
went 3 places nia.
meet pr at 5. went walk walk, pool, mac and movie at jurong entertainment.
watched ghost rider. watch it if you got too much money to spare. me and her slping in theatre man. no storyline, lame! just follow law is much better.
dumped her to her family at 930 cus they watching just follow law.
den went home sleep.
tired day.

some of my personal thoughts - theres no need to be sad of breaking up, being together as stead is just a form of status and name. one can still be happy without going steady right? as long as you know the both of you are close. there wont be so much commitment, and of cause, u have all the freedom in the world to go out with another girl/guy. it all depends on the sense of security, love, care and blah blah ur close one gives to you.
saying is easy, doing is difficult. i can do what i say, if not i wont be saying. or at least i've tried.