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Saturday, February 10, 2007

Didnt blog for quite some time
ZL u went overseas right.. tC

dreadful day.
pr replied my msg at 538am, msg woke me up.
phone call from her at 1035am, woke me up once again.
kaibin called ard 12 plus. GRRRR~ not enough sleep!. i noe i gotta meet her so its ok.
went clementi to eat a miserable plate of chicken rice.
the sun was blazing but i like it anyway. Was in air con throughout that miserable exam period.
Took 166 to vivocity, went shopping for my new yr clothes with kb while waiting for pr to dismiss from her work.
chose for me a red shirt. wahseh so bright. cost me 41.90
took mrt to yck, talked alot rubbish on the way, couldnt remember what we've talked about anyway.
Freaking Daniel told us there was foosball table at grassroots.. THANKS HOR. went round n round trying to find that place. and pr complaint about this n that n this n that the whole day.
Mum scolded her, daniel gave false info, unsatisfied with work, grassroots security didnt allow kaibin into grassroots. of cus i was trying to calm her down. kinda tired.
Went to the squash centre beside grassroots for foosball.
i Still cant stand it, the wind was strong, the heat was scorching, the foosball table is in the middle of no where. Dampened my god damn mood.
having my game halfway when Daniel told us this cmpetition is postponed. We didnt want it, game forfeited.
Cant he organise a simple event? old haggy uncle, come on la! u deserve to go to old folks home.
damn u for spoiling my, and all my friends' mood
pr complaint again, its ok la used to it.

i remembered my dad once told me. dont spend your youth working. you can work till you're tired of working next time, yet u still have to work. spend you youthful life wisely to play and to study, make full use of your time to do things you enjoy, cus once you've lost this period of time, u can never ever get them back. i guess my dad was right, perhaps he's missing his fun childhood times. PR, of cus u can work during sch holidays to get work experience, but not during school days please, your parents, me, kb n whoever has alr persuaded u not to, yet u said u work cus if u dun work no one elses will work there, like very poor things. its illogical.
dont take your friends' care n concern for granted, they care for u, not your work place. u didnt bother about all your friends yet u insisted in working. appreciate things while they are still there, jus imagine if no one were to be there for you, no one to scold you... come on grow up.

this leads me to think of something you've said before. friends left you because of me, i doubt so, wad had made me seems so dominate? they left because of you.
i noe i no longer care for u as someone i like, i no longer do things for u becus i like you, we're very "friend" now, however if u insist to be so stubborn i will ignore u like before, u made me and everyone seems so worthless.

*see-kay* watched the stars @ *11:37 pm*