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Sunday, November 12, 2006

Mood - better.. muahahhaa thats when u hang out more often with frens..
Studies - jialat.. thats also when u hang out with frens
Money - undescribable.. eat n eat
Foosball - like crap.. lose n lose, suay n suay. that means i'll have to improve. haha

my mood will continue to be good haha. provided dun get triggered again.
dunno y im happy but im sure its not caused by her.
cant stand anymore nonsense already.
promise my mood wun be bad from now until my birthday.. LOL
vic is right, cant depend on her to be happy, though when im down shes the only person who can cheer me up instantly.

there are times whereby i need to vent out.
few cases..
1. angry. when im alr down, smart alecks who trigger me.
2. extremely down eg. see things i shouldnt see
definitely my face will be black.
i know i cant vent out on anyone, cant hurt anyone, esp. her, though its her who bloody caused it.
so bear with my black black face alright..
been so cruel to myself cus im not venting it out, im keeping them inside.
how many black face from me b4 = how many times ive been down.

there are only a very limited amount of things i can bear with.
when the something has reached its limit, im not nice, i'll be cold blooded.
im not holding on anymore thats why im starting to vent out.

pr - there r times recently when i daoed, gave you attitude and b angry, but at the end of the day i will still b the same old me. u all get wad i mean. i cant bear to put myself to be angry of u. partial sorry, cus its not solely my fault. andd.. thanks for being there for me when im really down the other time. gave u so much attitude yet ure still being there. thats like once in a blue moon. appreciate it lots thanks. kinda surprised and touched.. for that iloveyou as a friend.
kb - victim of my attitude. sorry. innocent little fella.

*see-kay* watched the stars @ *6:31 pm*