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Thursday, August 03, 2006

seconds seem to be weeks, mins seem to be months, hours seem to be years, and the days that passed by seems like a millenium.
life without those friends, esp u, seems so ever lonely.
however i've learnt how to live with it.
its terrible but at least i tried.
i may be trying to forget but a lil part of my heart is still with you people.
i've to admit that you people created my worst ever moment in poly, but also the best.
those joy i had seems to be everlasting, but towards the end the pain i had seems to be never ending.
though i tried, tried so hard to forget, i still cant do so.
its getting better now, or at least im neither angry nor sad. ive kept those feelings deep in my heart, and dun ever trigger those emotions of mine, u'll regret. used a hell lot of time to tame my revengeful heart.. so better dun do so..
till now, just that im feeling terrible cus i've alot to say, and that i've not say it out..

haven seen, talk to u guys for more den 2 weeks.
not sure wad i did these days though..
basketball, n more basketball..
pool..
a lil pinch of studies..
test..
went home to reminiscence bout wad i used to do..
tinking of what shud i do..
wad could have i or u done in order not to turn out this way
sleep.......
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wasnt smiling as cheerfully as how i used to..
until i say it out, i will never recover.. i need to release sth from my heart.
its trapping inside.. i need to free it!!

yup, like what i've said, its been long since i last see all of you..
i miss all of your laughter, smiles, voices, and every moment we spend, though some may be bad i dun really mind..
jurong point, jurong east entertainment(iceskatingrink, kpool), jurong east lib, IMM(BK etc), WCRC, sp pool club, rooftop, basketball court, fc345, balmeg(ru house, pool), harbourfront, taka seoul, lucky plaza, cathay, PS, kb house..
some places whereby we go.. i use the word go cus i dun tink frenship has ended, jus that im disappearing from all of u. i may be back to all of u, but my intuition tells me it wun ever be the same again.. thats the only fear inside me.. the things i use to do can never be the same, this goes to the words i used to say. dun ask me why, maybe someday you guys will understand..
one of the last things i miss, of cus the phone conv. i had with u, the sms we sent..

hai~ now's the exam period, hopefully i'll work hard enuff to maintain my 3.5 gpa.. i'll also pray that you guys get good results.. hurray..

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